Wanna read my mind ?

Ay.

Mon, 12 Nov 2012 00:58:32 -0500

I’m not that careless to make you feel what i’ve felt. But i want to, i want to so bad.

How could you be so stupid to talk to another girl the way you have, & yeah okay you’ve always talked like that but have some consideration and thought on how it would make me feel if i ever found it which i have….

You have a girlfriend and okay you stopped but you still always talk to her… and her to you. I wish it would stop. I wish you would respect my wish, THE ONLY WISH and stop talking to her.

I’m so bothered… he didn’t even do anything but i put this in my head and im sick of it.

I don’t think you’ll ever get how much i hate hate what happened until it happens to you coming from me.

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Tue, 02 Oct 2012 00:55:44 -0400

-onyourknees: LITERALLY ME AHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA OH MY GOD

Tue, 02 Oct 2012 00:37:51 -0400

-onyourknees:

LITERALLY ME AHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA OH MY GOD

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Mon, 17 Sep 2012 02:37:38 -0400

Me & jc are not doing so well,

Sun, 16 Sep 2012 22:00:25 -0400

We just keep fighting and fighting and fighting. over the dumbest things but i just feel like he’s doing things w/ this girl and i want it to stop.

It’s like im waiting for him to tell me that he’s cheating on me but why would i want that in the first place ??

Idk what’s wrong with me, i wanna be happy and know everyday is going to be fine and i won’t have to worry about anything, i want that so bad….so why can’t i just have it ?

I’m going crazy, this is my first boyfriend in 5 years and im worried that he’s gonna leave and im gonna get my heart broken all over again.

When me & dashawn ended things, i honestly don’t know how i pulled myself together…but i did. I met JC.

but that’s the thing, i don’t want to go through that again, i don’t want to lose another man out of my life. DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW MANY HAVE WALKED OUT ON ME !? :(

maybe that’s it… maybe im so used to having these boys walk out of my life that im just expecting it from jc…. i really want it to stop.

i’m gonna lose him, i am. If i don’t stop this whole me doubting him and not trusting him im going to lose him and that’s it, im gonna go crazy and think what did i do wrong this time.

im noticing what im doing wrong now, he’s telling me & still putting up with it… i have a great boyfriend, i do…he goes out of his way to just be with me and i wish i would just stop thinking that during the times he’s not with me i think he’s doing something else.

Maybe it’s the age difference, it’s only 3 years but he’s older and has told me that he doesn’t worry about certain things because he’s old enough to know what to fight over and i wish i was like that, i want to grow up and reach up to his level so we can just stop fighting.

He is worth it to me, i love him. but im starting to worry on how long this is going to last if i don’t stop what im doing. I need to stop, plain and simple.

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Fri, 14 Sep 2012 13:00:16 -0400

angelajoe: Sit here with me. I don’t need words. I only need...

Sat, 08 Sep 2012 10:30:45 -0400

angelajoe:

Sit here with me. I don’t need words. I only need you.

I can't sleep but I'm so tired. I hate having stuff on my mind!

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